If I’m going to keep writing daily, then I’m going to have to be clever in titling my blog entries.  That’s one area where I literally suck to be honest.  However, today’s title is fitting.  I title it that way because that’s pretty much what I’m doing these days. I’m knocking on the door of life what seems like constantly hoping God will open the door and someone will hire me and let me on their team to work. I need a job so very badly. I’m trying to keep my chin up and be positive. But I have to admit that there are days when I just sit in my room and cry into my pillow.  Why doesn’t anything come up for me? I’m doing my best to keep the faith though. I will not give up.

Tomorrow I have to give a call to some law offices. They are looking for a full time secretary.  You don’t need to have any legal experience either. They are willing to train the right person. Wish me luck!

I woke up this morning to find that my internet was shut off! I was so bummed.  I was $172 behind on the bill so it was shut off. I was able to get $80 from my daughter and I scrounged up the rest and paid the past due amount.  I’m so grateful to have my internet service restored. I am lost without internet! I need it for school and everything else of course too.

Well, that’s all for today. I’m going to bed early tonight. Today was a little emotional as well.  Wherever you are in this beautiful world, I wish you peace, love and happiness!

❤ Dottie