I Fell Hard

Hello friends.

I’m sitting here in tears once again. I’ve been crying off and on since yesterday afternoon. It’s my own fault.

I was reacquainted with a guy I dated back in high school and to be honest, I fell pretty hard for him. He called me beautiful and sweetie and it just felt so good to have someone local calling me those things. And when I met up with him, he gave the nicest hug and kiss. My heart was just so happy again and I fell so hard for him.

Here’s the problem though. He does flea markets and travels a lot and only lives here during the summer months. Then he travels in his small camper trailer and lives in Florida. So he’s not in a position for a relationship. I asked. He said maybe but traveling makes it hard. And it didn’t sound like he was willing to have a traveling partner.

So…I’m feeling all broken-hearted again. This time, it’s my fault.

I’m feeling so lonely. For those of you that are single and ready for a relationship, how do you cope through the loneliness? I really fell hard. I didn’t even wanna get up this morning and I can’t even bring myself to eat anything. Yeah it’s that bad. How can someone grab my heart so quickly?

Dammit!

Dottie May 🌻

About DorothyMarie

I'm 48 years old, divorced with two adult daughters. I own one Pitbull Terrier named Oaklee Anne. It’s just her and I right now and it’s still an adjustment! I started school in January of 2018 and am studying Psychology. I have a long road ahead of me but am excited about it.
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1 Response to I Fell Hard

  1. lifeANZ says:

    Ok so I am going to give you some harder advice, but it’s coming from a place of love cause you are wonderful and you don’t have to listen to me but thought I would share in case it helps…1st people change a lot from high school it takes a lot more than a few Facebook messages and a lunch to get to know someone. While he may seem wonderful you don’t really know him yet. You more know an idea of him, which while he could be a great idea you will be more hurt when he ends up not fitting that idea image the more you get to know him. So just be friends for a bit longer. 2ndly it seems from your post that you were more excited for the attention. Everyone loves attention especially being told they are beautiful but don’t get the enjoyment of attention confused for affection.
    It’s ok to be sad that a potential connection didn’t turn into more but don’t let it destroy all the work you have done to become independent! You are getting better and slowly rocking this world you don’t need something like this dragging you back. Go get it girl and forget him except as a friend

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